Saturday, November 29, 2008

Life is funny, and.....

all I can say is, WTF? Yes, I know, ugly language and I apologize, its just what is going through my head the past couple days. Kind of like a mantra--"wtf, wtf, wtf, wtf..." can you just imagine it? Festive season, smiles and joyful tunes abound, and all I hear in my head is "la la la laaaaaa wtf la la la wtf la la la laaaa wtf". At least I'm not asking "why?". I'm so ready for the hidden cameras to become visible so I can see its all a setup. And confetti will rain down upon my upturned face, as I scream in surprise and joy--oh crap, choke choke, that damn confetti just went down my throat, argh..wait, no, no confetti just my cough and reality.
"Life has a funny, funny way of helping you out when you're feeling down and everything blows up in your faaaaaaaayaaaaayaaaace...." Words by Alanis Morisette. I'll wait for the reasons, I'll watch for the signs pointing me in the right direction. I'll work back towards digging down deep and get that faith I have rolling me along again. Some day I'll look back and laugh. NOT! I've already erupted in fits of inappropriate, untimely giggles, why wait?

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