Faith part 2

Hmmm, this having faith thing is really proving itself to me, maybe a bit too much? No, no, I know I only get what I can handle and/or need at any given moment. Trying to decide what actually are "messages" and what are not is so hard. I suppose everything is a message, really; decoding is the difficult part. I could take things as all messages and just keep going, day by day, using my thinking of as long as I do one thing each day that takes me in a forward progression for my life than its good. Then I find myself stuck, feeling as though I *must* pay attention to each message and find a way to act or re-act to them. This is my stumbling point, and I have to figure out a way through this.